Fake Smile
Its a weird time to do this, but I was lying on my bed and wondering about what I have done with my life for the past 25 years living on this planet…
25 years is a long time.. but it seems so short when you try to recall it all over again.
Questions pop up here and there, making life seem so complicated, but here I am… lying on my bed, wondering of the things I have done in the past… and thinking hard of what the future has for me. I know questions would be left unanswered… and uncertainty would hover around.
I don’t want to mention on anything more personal than what I have said… because as it seems, I have 4 exam papers to set, responsibilities I denied so long and have to take up… and pressure to swallow everything alone.
Now, I guess, all I want to do is put up a fake smile, and pretend life is its usual self… because I know, at least I am good at that…
HAPPY LABORS DAY!
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April 30th, 2008 at 11:13 pm
…go my blog…maybe it’ll make u smile for real…LOL…
Happy Labour Day…
May 4th, 2008 at 8:32 pm
Lama tak ngabang to your blog! (Exam nearing bah). And what does your entry have to do with the sexy woman? Men! hahaha!
Anyway, why suddenly feel that way? Young-mid-crisis? (Since you’re 25).
Actually, your question made me think too. It is the question I’ve been thinking a lot about the moment I turned 23 this year. Haih. Life, eh?
Hope you feel better soon!
May 5th, 2008 at 2:25 am
mar
>>> yeah.. havent visited your blog for a while.. been so occupied, don’t have time to do blog browsing.. hehee..
Gloria
>>> The sexy women?? hehe.. just something I found nice to see.. but Young-mid-crisis? I just have no Idea..
May 5th, 2008 at 11:47 am
relax cyril.. maybe u think too much and put more pressure to ur life..chill!
May 10th, 2008 at 10:52 am
Chilling.. and relaxing.. huhuhuhuh
May 14th, 2008 at 10:56 pm
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