Sleep
Its 3:56am.. and its a Monday… and I’m going to work in a few hours.. 7:00am to be exact. Hmmph…. I just wonder, what the f%cking hell am I doing so early in the morning… typing this un-invited post on cdason[dot]com. Arrghh.. It feels kind of silly, yet very.. very .. un-ME to be neglecting my sleep… my precious sleep, with great knowledge that the next few hours would see me working my ass from 7-5pm (or maybe later)…
ahh.. the magical 4:00am has just striked the hour.. and still.. I am yet to yawn and feel the need to continue my slumber. I have been thinking of stuff.. thinking of things.. so many things that I guess, my sleep has been affected. To be a little less discreet, I’ll say I’m honestly worried… worried about the future… worried about myself.. worried about others, worried about everything. There is so much uncertainty in these few months, that I guess working makes it all go away…. I know, I have been saying the same thing for months.. complaining about life etc.. but that’s what I do… at least when I feel that something is not right.
4:15am.. still no sign of me feeling sleepy… surfed www.uthm.edu.my which was my ex-college. There is definitely difference in the website. They even utilized Google Earth!! Wow.. that’s new!! I have to say.. I am impressed.. Anyway… Now I think I need to try to at least continue my sleep.. Can anyone tell me what would lack of sleep do to you??? hehehe.. I know the answer.. but I’d just like to ask..
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March 24th, 2008 at 9:54 pm
When I cant sleep I just empty my mind…like literally tell myself to clear my head and think of nothing at all…and before I know it I’m asleep dy…Try it. Works everytime!
March 25th, 2008 at 2:31 am
I realize that if I am restless with nothing to do, my mind will start worrying about a million things (be they sensible or not). Naturally, this happens to me when I am trying to sleep. Unless I am dead tired, I won’t be able to stop thinking thus fall fast asleep.
With lack of sleep… I get really weird mood swings. Like those bipolar effects. Even sometimes I think it is scary because I do vent it out on my boyfriend. It is only after the yelling and tears, that I realize I had been acting so selfish with my tempers and what not.
I do get terrible headaches by 2-3 p.m. in the afternoon. Also, I have a tendency to lose concentration when speaking. I will have trouble finding the right words to say … not too impressive if I am in the middle of socializing.
April 1st, 2008 at 12:51 am
mar
>> yeah.. for some of us..we can make our minds clear.. but for some unfortunate oneslike me.. I will think until I am too tired ti think..and eventually fall asleep*sigh*
jjme
>> yeah.. same with me man.. its difficult.. lack of sleep does make a lot of things seem very bad.
April 1st, 2008 at 2:19 am
cdadson, too stress to make you cant fall asleep or what? anyway its a good news to me too since you long time didn’t update your blog already
April 2nd, 2008 at 11:04 am
uuu..i was sleepless too last nite.. like you, too many worriness in head. but i think most of them were junkies..
let’s try to not think too much of the future, shall we? let’s life one day at a time.. hopefully you’ll be sleeping tightly in bed tonite
April 2nd, 2008 at 11:06 am
let’s life one day at a time..
sorry salah….. Let’s LIVE one day at a time..
April 3rd, 2008 at 9:02 pm
Vickie
>>> Maybe la.. I also don’t know.
priscilla
>>> hehehe….taking it one at the time would be best, but sometimes…its difficult.